Part of my personal awakening involves accepting deep connections to aspects of the Holy Spirit revealed to me and through me. At its onset, the acceptance of this connection was not something that was of interest to me in the least, generating nearly crippling fear – a result of religious programming, fear of rejection and my own limited human vision. But The Mother’s voice, presence and influence, both in memory and energy is ever-present regardless of my want of them. She has been annoyed with my reluctance and lack of trust at times, but mostly incredibly patient with me in the development of the gifts that she shares with me and through me. And I am bound to share with those who come to me with the same portion of Grace that She has shown me, which is never-ending.